Blackcreek 01 Collide

“Guess that means we’re meant to be. You were meant to be a part of my life, Noah.”
“That’s all I’ve ever wanted.” Noah kissed Cooper’s forehead. “One way or another, I’ve always wanted to be a part of you.” His lips came down on Cooper’s cheek and then the other one. “I have loved you since I was ten years old, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to stop now.”
Finally his lips landed on Cooper’s. Their tongues did that familiar give and take, their battle and surrender. Neither of them was stupid. They both knew there were obstacles ahead of them, but they would deal with them together.
“I love you too. Always.”

Cooper turned and faced him, saying the only truth he had. “The only thing I want, is you.”

“Fuck your uncle. You made the decision. I don’t blame you for it because I know this comes with a whole set of problems you’ve never had to deal with, but you still fucking made the choice, Coop. And, I won’t wait around for you. I won’t be my father, wanting someone who only wants them when it’s convenient. I’m not here to play fucking games, man. I don’t do the back and forth shit. We’re in or we’re out.”
He’d witnessed that too many times. His mom loved his dad when she messed up, when he threatened to leave her, but she seemed to forget that love when it suited her.
Cooper took a step toward him. Then another. “I don’t only want you when it’s convenient. I want you all the damn time!” Another step. Then another. “Jesus, I jack-off thinking about you, and I remember what it felt like to be in your mouth and how you tasted in mine. God damn you, Noah. Damn you for making me want you. For the fact that my eyes are always on you, and my mind always with you.”
He stood so close to Noah now, he felt the other man’s breath.
“Damn you for making me jealous when I’ve never been fucking jealous in my life. For knowing I would have gone bat-shit crazy if you didn’t walk out of that bar with me tonight, just like I would have lost it if you didn’t find me in the woods all those years ago.” A muscle ticked in Cooper’s jaw. Anger in his eyes. Anger at himself, or Noah, he didn’t know. But Noah saw something else there too…desire.
“Damn you for making me want you too, Coop. For making me want to keep someone off that edge when I’ve never cared about being that person for anyone else before. Just. Fucking. You.”
Noah went to push around him, but Cooper blocked him. Before he realized what was happening, Cooper shoved him against the wall, his mouth coming down hard on Noah’s. They battled each other, fought each other for dominance. Noah pulling Cooper closer, Cooper doing the same to him. Their tongues each trying to probe, to gain control of the hard, wet kiss. Their bodies collided, grabbing and grinding as though they were starving for each other.
What am I doing?
Noah grabbed Coop’s face, pulled him again. The other man’s chest heaved heavy with breath. “You decide now, Coop. You’re in this or you’re out. No more games. No more changing your mind. You touch me again, and you won’t have a choice. You’ll be mine.”

Desire already started to pool again, deep in his gut. Hearing Noah talk like that… Cooper had always been a vocal lover, but usually it was him doing the talking. It put his body on high alert, made it hungry for more, hearing it from Noah.
Noah. Who’d sucked his dick.
“You’re tense. Realize what you did?” Noah asked.
Yes, and no. But hell, he liked it. He’d fucking loved it and he didn’t want Noah to think any differently. “I’m…I’m glad I did it. I’d do it again. I can’t pretend it’s not a lot to take in, Noah, but I’m also not going to sit here and say I didn’t love it.” He paused trying to find his words. “That I didn’t like knowing it was you. And…I don’t want it to stop.”
It took Noah a few minutes to reply. “Not tonight. This is a big deal, and it’s been a long day.
“Really? I would have thought you could go all night?” He tried to tease, but really, Coop agreed with him.
“Oh, I can. Just because I’m going easy on you now, doesn’t mean I’ll keep it up. I don’t like easy, remember?”
Oh yeah. He remembered. “I had a dream about you saying that, and woke up hard as hell.”
Noah groaned, but Coop could hear the laughter there. “Christ, that mouth of yours. You’re always saying shit that turns me inside out. I’m going to want to put it to use soon.”
Coop’s heart stuttered at that, but he ignored it. The bed shifted and then Noah stood. “But again, not now. I’ll see you in the morning.”
Cooper didn’t let himself think—just spoke. “I want you in my bed.” He figured that would be the best way to go about all this. Full steam ahead.
Noah stood there for a second without speaking. Coop thought he was going to tell him no, and Cooper would have to kick his friend’s ass, but then Noah climbed back into bed with him.
“I should… You deserve some relief too.” He’d been a prick not to think about it sooner. It was an asshole move to get off and not offer something in return.
“Not tonight,” Noah said simply. And maybe it really did make him an asshole, but he accepted the demand.
“Night.” Cooper flexed his arm, not sure if he should wrap it around Noah or not.
“Night.”
They didn’t touch, didn’t talk, and Cooper’s nightmare didn’t come back when he fell asleep.

The urge to run hit him again, but then Noah reached out and wrapped a hand around his cock, and Cooper hissed. Concentrated on the feel of a large hand on him and how it differed from a woman’s smaller one.
“You are so damn hot I could look at you all night,” Noah whispered. He leaned forward, and sucked the head of Cooper’s cock into the heat of his mouth.
“Ah, fuck,” Cooper rasped out, and then Noah took him deeper, lying down, he cupped Cooper’s balls. His cock hit the back of Noah’s throat.
Eyes closed, Coop let himself feel. He knotted his hand in Noah’s hair. A hand fisted around his dick, Noah jacking him while he sucked. His other hand still played with his testicles, squeezing them gently. Damn it, he wanted to flex his hips. Cooper loved nothing more than being taken deep.
“What do you want, Coop?”
Cooper opened his eyes. Noah’s voice, a husky reminder of who he was in bed with. Noah, I’m with Noah.
“Tell me how you like it. Deep?” Noah’s mouth lowered all the way to the base of his cock, before pulling off again. “What about your balls? Do you like them licked? Sucked?”
“Fuck,” Cooper moaned, when his friend pulled his testicle into the heat of his mouth.
“Oh, I know. You want to take control don’t you, Coop? You want to fuck my mouth. I’ll let you. Christ, I’ll fucking let you.”
That was all the invitation Cooper needed. He thrust his hips forward, burying himself in Noah’s mouth. Noah took him all, swallowed so Coop felt this throat constrict around the tip of his prick. Already his balls drew tight, but he wasn’t ready to let go yet. All he wanted to do was feel. To feel Noah, so he squeezed the base and pulled out. Noah, obviously knowing exactly what he wanted, took to playing with his balls again.
He sucked one, then the other into his mouth. Licked his tongue down the seam. Cooper’s whole body was afire. He felt sensitive everywhere, as though Noah’s mouth touched him in more than one place.
Cooper couldn’t form any thoughts. All he could do was focus on what Noah was doing to him. Holy shit, he’d never had a blowjob this good before. And he needed to come. Badly.
“Take me deep. I want your mouth,” he mumbled, and Noah did. After licking the head, he lowered his mouth down over him again.
Cooper pumped his hips, this time not stopping at one or two. He fucked Noah’s mouth over and over. That’s when he felt it. The finger trailing under his balls, lower…lower.
“Ah, fuck.” The orgasm slammed into him. Cooper tried to pull back but Noah didn’t let him. Coop let go, his come, shooting down the back of Noah’s throat, and he kept going. Kept sucking, kept taking him deep as Cooper emptied his load into his friend’s mouth.
Coop’s whole body went limp, like someone taken all the muscles out of his body. That felt… “I don’t think I’ve ever come so hard in my life,” he somehow managed to rasp out.
Noah chuckled. “You taste good. I could do that all night. Hell, I almost came myself just from having you in my mouth.”

“Do that again. Jesus, I can’t believe I need you to do that again.” Cooper’s legs opened, and Noah settled between them, rubbing his dick against Cooper’s.
Coop’s hands slid down Noah’s back, finding a home at his waist. Noah kept moving, kept rubbing them together, dry-humping like a horny teenager.
“This feels so different. Fuck, I feel like I could come right now.”
Noah kissed him again. Harder. Wanting as much as he could have of him, in case this was the only time he got. When his mouth went to Cooper’s neck again he said, “Let me make you feel good.”
“You are,” Coop gasped. “You. So. Fucking. Are.”
“I can make it better, Coop. Let me make you come. I really want your cock in my mouth. Let me please you.”
Cooper froze beneath him and Noah feared he’d gone too far. He stopped, held completely still over Cooper, waiting to get the boot. Please don’t fucking kick me out.
“You’d…you’d do that?”
Cooper’s shock made him laugh. “Yes. I’d so fucking do that.”
“Shit. That was a stupid thing to say. I’m not…I…hell, I’m out of my fucking element here.”
“Then let me show you.” Noah said to him again, moving his cock to rub against Cooper’s.
He was pushing. He was really fucking pushing it, and he’d be lucky if Cooper didn’t tell him to get lost. It was a lot, and it was fast, but, Christ Noah wanted him. Noah wanted to taste him and pleasure him.
“I know what feels good, Coop. I will know how to drive you fucking wild.”
Cooper groaned beneath him, his hand fisting in Noah’s hair. “Yes…”
***
“Yes…” Cooper’s answer echoed in his head. He didn’t regret it. There wasn’t anything inside Cooper that wanted him to change his mind. Definitely, not his body. He couldn’t remember ever being so hard, so eager and urgent to be touched. That didn’t mean there weren’t nerves too. This changed things. It changed everything he’d ever known about himself, and there were pieces of him that wanted to hide. Wanted to run. But this was Noah. That’s what made the difference.
“Tell me you’re sure, Coop. I need to hear that you want my mouth on you. I need to make sure we’re on the same page here.”
Noah’s voice was deep and husky and…hot? So fucking hot, and that sent another dose of fear shooting through Cooper, but, there was desire too. So much desire that he couldn’t stop himself from opening his mouth and saying, “Do it. Jesus, I need you to suck me.” Softly, he pushed Noah’s head down.
His friend laughed against his stomach, before jerking away. Cooper’s heart stopped and he reached for him but Noah, just pulled back the blanket, before peering down at him. Cooper couldn’t see his facial expressions clearly in the half-dark room, but Noah stared. Cooper slept nude, so every hard inch of him was on display. He’d never been unsure about his body, but the weight of Noah’s gaze shook something deep inside him. Had he changed his mind?

“Lay with me. Jesus, I really want you down here with me, man.”
Noah fought the urge to do just that. To do more than that. “You’re killin’ me here. You said you couldn’t.”
Cooper’s eyes were on him. “I know. I fucking know what I said, and I don’t mean to screw with you, but…I can’t explain it. Everything inside me is calling for you. No matter how hard I try to push it away, you keep calling. I want to touch you. It’s eating me alive how much, and I don’t think I have the strength to hold it back anymore.”
Noah’s cock jerked, hardened to the point of pain. “I need to make sure you know what you’re asking, Coop. I can’t lay down there with you, and not do more than hold you. I’m going to want to do more than touch you. You need to make sure it’s what you want. I know this is hard for you, but I can’t just get up and walk away this time. Are you hearing me?”
“I am.” Then, Cooper pulled again. This time, Noah went down. He lay next to every hard inch of his friend, their bodies aligned, muscle against muscle. Heat against heat.
Noah let his hand slide from Cooper’s grasp and brought it up to his face, rubbed his thumb over Coop’s bottom lip. “You are fucking sexy. I want to taste you, Coop. Are you going to let me kiss you?”
“Why don’t you try and find out?” There was a slight hesitation in Cooper’s voice. A small nervous shake that made Noah go slow. No matter what he’d said, if Cooper changed his mind, he’d walk out, with no hard feelings. Fuck, he hoped he didn’t though.
He leaned over, and paused right before their lips touched, to give his friend the chance to say no. But then…Cooper leaned forward, and it was his lips that touched Noah’s first. It was all the confirmation he needed.
Noah’s mouth came down hard on Cooper’s, pushing him into the mattress. When he felt Coop’s hands grab his shoulders, he kissed deeper, sliding his tongue between Cooper’s lips, tasting him for the first time.
It took everything in him not to attack, touch, suck and kiss him everywhere, but Cooper moved tentatively beneath him, and Noah fought not to push too hard.
Their tongues moved together, Noah exploring every inch of Cooper’s mouth. His body screamed at him for more. To touch him somewhere or do something. When his friend made a soft sound beneath him, Noah leaned away. “You okay?”
“Don’t do that. I’m not a fucking virgin. If I can’t handle something, I’ll tell you. Now kiss me again.”
A growl vibrated through Noah as his mouth crushed against Cooper’s again. He was in an awkward position, leaning over his friend, so he scooted, climbed up, before lowering himself on top of Coop. “Too much?” he asked, his mouth sliding down Cooper’s neck. “I promise, I won’t try to fuck you. Just need to feel you.” The blanket was between them, but when Noah flexed his hips, grinding against Cooper, he felt Cooper’s hardened cock against his.
“Ah fuck.” They both groaned at the same time.