Dustin Thao

If only it didn’t take losing you for it to happen.

ut you were so busy trying to forget him that you were willing to forget me. You forget there were three of us. It wasn’t just you and Sam. I was a part of that, too

“Like little cracks in the universe. And another world is peeking through.”

other than having him be alive again

Well, I didn’t want to do it alone.

I wish you were alive again

I don’t want to remember Sam as a tragedy.

As if we still have forever

Maybe it’s a bit selfish of me, wanting to have you around a little longer. I know you’re not going to be here forever, Julie. But … I was hoping we’d at least spend some time together before you graduated. Before you left.

I just stare straight up at the stars, and allow myself to keep pretending