Najwa Zebian

The Nectar of Pain

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  • Khaleesihas quoted4 years ago
    I used to say that

    I lost you.

    Then I said that

    you lost me.

    Now I say that

    you were not meant for

    me and

    I was not meant for

    you.

    Thank destiny for

    parting our ways

    before one of our souls

    bled to

    death.
  • irene. 🌤️has quoted5 years ago
    It is our
    story
    that haunts me,
    not wanting you back
    into my life.
    It is not you that I
    cannot get over.
    It is the pain and
    the wounds that keep
    bleeding every time I think of you
    or hear your name.
    It is the scars that I have to hide
    everywhere I go
    that I cannot get over.
    When I think of you,
    I don’t see your face anymore.
    I see a shadow.
    I see pain.
  • irene. 🌤️has quoted5 years ago
    I spent more time getting
    over you
    than I spent
    falling in love with you.
  • Firahas quoted4 years ago
    Sad Rebellion

    You walk hiding

    half of yourself

    and a little more than half.

    You don’t tell them what

    keeps you up at night,

    nor do you tell them

    what keeps you going.

    You don’t tell them

    the things you know

    you need to say.

    You don’t tell them what

    scares you to death.

    You don’t tell them

    what hurts you,

    nor do you tell them that you care.

    And somehow

    in that beautiful silence,

    there is a strong but

    sad rebellion

    against allowing love

    in.
  • Firahas quoted4 years ago
    Every day, tell yourself this:

    Keep your heart kind

    no matter how dark the world gets.

    You own only yourself.

    You can only control your actions.

    Keep your heart beautiful.

    The world needs that.

    I say it to myself,

    too.
  • Firahas quoted4 years ago
    I kept telling myself:

    Letting go does not mean

    that you are

    giving up

    or that you are

    weak.

    It could just mean that

    you are no longer

    allowing what hurts you

    to control you.

    Even if they

    are the ones who want

    you

    to let go of them,

    tell yourself that you are

    letting them go because

    you

    want to.

    You are not obeying

    them.

    You are liberating

    your soul.
  • Firahas quoted4 years ago
    The one who deserves you will

    tell you:

    Tell me your fears, and I will

    fight them

    with you.

    Your fears are not bigger than

    us.

    I have fears, too.

    Let’s walk through our fears

    together

    to get to the safety

    that

    our souls

    long for.
  • Intan Nur Tunggadewihas quoted4 years ago
    It’s painful,
    you know,
    to not know what you mean anymore
    to the one whose love was louder than
    thunder
    at first.
  • Intan Nur Tunggadewihas quoted4 years ago
    The doors you closed have been welded shut.
    And the keys have been thrown into the seventh sky.
  • Intan Nur Tunggadewihas quoted4 years ago
    One day, you will ask for my forgiveness.
    And I will tell you this.
    Where were your sweet words when your lies tainted my soul? Where was your loyalty when your broken promises broke my heart?
    Where were your tears when my eyes choked on mine?
    Where was your heart when my beats fainted in my chest?
    Where was your pain when mine ran through my veins?
    Where was your love when mine for you lit through my eyes?
    Where was your light when you captured the moon from my night?
    Where was your depth when you took the pearls from my ocean?
    Can you remove the darkness that you shed from my soul?
    Can you mend the promises that you broke?
    Can you cry my tears back into smiles?
    Can you beat the beats back into my heart?
    Can you cleanse the pain from my veins?
    Or can you weave my love for you back into my eyes?
    Can you put the moon back into my night?
    Can I trust you with an ocean
    that you’ve already stolen?
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