Filthy Beautiful Love

once again and take a calming breath. ‘I want to prove to you that you can trust me. That you can put your faith in a woman again.’
‘How?’
‘By putting myself aside and submitting to you like I should have done from the first day you bought me.’
Hungry eyes flash on mine. ‘I don’t understand.’
‘I’m scared, Colt. Of all of this. My feelings for you, of being hurt, of giving you my virginity. I’m scared you won’t sever ties with Stella. But I have faith in you. This is my way of showing you that I trust you to do the right thing and the best way I can prove to you that I’m not going anywhere is to give myself to you.’
‘Sophie…’ he groans, rubbing a hand through his hair.
‘You can have me any way you want me.’
‘You can’t mean that.’
I nod slowly

I love you without end. Don’t you dare think for a second that that love is gone. Don’t you dare mourn for me. Miss me. Every day, just as I will miss you. Then get on with living. Do it for me. Because I can’t. I will be there in every starry night, in ever whisper of breeze against your skin when you jog, I’m in every package of Starbursts, smiling down at you when you eat the pink ones.