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Laura Nowlin

If Only I Had Told Her

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  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    But all I can think about is Autumn. The way her brown eyes shone as we built the tent yesterday. The way I could smell her soft hair as she was curled up against me this morning. The way she had arched her back and made that noise before getting off the couch. That she is now undressing to take a shower.
    I am thinking about Autumn intensely, but not in a way that is going to make me feel better, now or in the long run.
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    She’s back.
    Behind me, I can hear her cross the kitchen and sit at the table.
    “Feeling better?” Jack asks.
    “More or less,”
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    “That’s not how Autumn likes her toast, loser.”
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    I learned my lesson when I tried to kiss her and she didn’t kiss me back.
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    I never stood a chance.
    Even before she grew breasts.
    I need to stop this train of thought.
    Might as well get this over with then.
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    It puts me at such a disadvantage. Her brilliant, goofy brain was already enough. Why must she have a perfect face too?
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    If I move, Autumn will wake up.
    If Autumn wakes up, she’ll see my body’s assumption.
    This is what I get for putting myself in this position. Again.
    Not that I’ve been in this exact position with Autumn.
  • ABYSS xDhas quoted8 months ago
    but it felt like the atoms between us were warm with my love for her.
  • Tomieehas quoted8 months ago
    “You were the biggest, most impossible dream for him.”
  • Tomieehas quoted8 months ago
    “Like, fairy-tale love? Cartoon character with hearts floating all around him? Or a movie montage with the best song?
    That’s what you were to him.”
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