The Vegetarian

the vague memory of an old emotion.

Only the violence is vivid enough to stick.

Once that had happened, she lay there in the dark staring up at the ceiling, her face blank, as though she were a “comfort woman” dragged in against her will, and I was the Japanese soldier demanding her services. As soon as I finished, she rolled over and buried her face in the quilt.

thought I could get by perfectly well just thinking of her as a stranger, or no, as a sister, or even a maid, someone who puts food on the table and keeps the house in good order. But it was no easy thing for a man in the prime of his life, for whom married life had always gone entirely without a hitch, to have his physical needs go unsatisfied for such a long period of time. So yes, one night when I returned home late and somewhat inebriated after a meal with colleagues, I grabbed hold of my wife and pushed her to the floor. Pinning down her struggling arms and tugging off her trousers, I became unexpectedly aroused. She put up a surprisingly strong resistance and, spitting out vulgar curses all the while, it took me three attempts before I managed to insert myself

Aside from the fact that she deliberately continued to avoid sleeping with me — she’d even taken to sleeping in trousers — on the surface we were still a regular married couple.

In any case, you’re coming up next month so let’s sit her down and have it out then.”

his son-in-law, I was only too familiar with the beginning of his monologue. According to my wife, he had whipped her over the calves until she was eighteen years old.

According to my wife, he had whipped her over the calves until she was eighteen years old.

In-hye, who quickly took the receiver from her son, resembled my wife quite closely, but her eyes were larger and prettier, and overall she was much more feminine.
“Hello?”
Her voice as it sounded over the phone, always somehow more distinct than in person, never failed to send me into a state of sexual arousal.

Her voice as it sounded over the phone, always somehow more distinct than in person, never failed to send me into a state of sexual arousal.